I've been thinking about things lately. Lots of things. Sometimes you can think yourself into things, think yourself out of things. My guess is you can collapse over thought, isn't that what anxiety is all about? Getting worked up over the things that happened, will happen or are about to or think might happen. Philosophers like Socrates made their bread from sheer thought and they've been embedded in stone for it. Words, theologies, mantras, spoken syllables or written ones have some sort of quality about them. Maybe journals were made to help people sort out all these thoughts, the weighty ones, the happy ones, not so nice and enlightening ones. Well I'm tired of thinking. These string of sentences were just recently beaded together as if by magic or menace for you or me, who knows?
Maybe its because I feel I'm at a cross road, a lonely ranger in the desert with two paths to choose both offering an unfavourable scenery but, one has my oasis. Which to choose? Where to go? Can't go back and standing in the same place is painful. What would you do? Maybe both have an Oasis, wouldn't that be nice :).
Well maybe it's that, or maybe I'm posting this post to herald my 'Thinking Out Loud' posts to come (very soon, just a click away actually). What do they involve? Well large amounts of thinking from me and a bit of sloppy typing and writing (I guess). Don't worry it's all free and optional to read. Again don't worry, these posts are not about venting their about exploration or ideas. I'm no genius, so don't expect to be wowed. I think they'll largely be concerned with personal development in a connected way. I'm not one to write diary entries so I don't think these posts will turn into a list of what I ate for breakfast, though it would be nice if I could actually remember things like that. Maybe one day I'll write about that? Who knows? Not me. Indecisive, much? You got me!
Anyway it's not like I have not done a posts like this before. My first ever 'thinking out loud post' was about makeup. It helped me sift out the reasons why I suddenly became interested in the makeup world. Currently I'm holding on to the opinion that makeup for me is about celebration and I'll leave it at that.
I think these posts though possibly self indulgent (ahem) may help others to find their own stance on things. Plus it will be interesting to see how our (notice how I included you there) thoughts might differ over time.
Life is a journey so let's see where it takes us (because where so in a relationship right now, strictly platonic though).
So yeah, don't save all those mumble jumble thoughts in your head, think out loud with me too!!
Your comments and opinions are welcomed as always :O)
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